As You Like It [Open]
POSTED ON Oct 11, 2016 23:27:12 GMT
Post by Deleted on Oct 11, 2016 23:27:12 GMT
Had he been a monster Farrah would have been a wonderful target. So complacent, so blind to the predator that held her close. Had he turned into the creature his uncle tried to breed, he would have since consumed Farrah, ripped her apart between his fangs. Despite all the cruelty that struck hot iron to his spirit, the fish preserved. His spirit was broken, but it was not yet dead. Were he to just give up, it would have been a waste of talent. He knew what he was capable and hid what he could not do from his enemies. He could not stand waste, and life was just as useful as death given circumstances. His uncle's death paved the way for his taking place amongst his family members, but had he died it would have ruined what the S'Urltl and L'Urltl had spent generations growing. While having lost many a battle, Nex was in it for the war. A black fish among iridescent veil fish, he was the shadow in the light birthed by the burden of his life. Good and evil were just ideas. In Nex's world everything was grey. Martyrs, victims, heroes, villains? They were just titles placed to give people a reason to fight.
If Farrah gave up he would lose it. He would lose that control and that sense of power he had. The pirate, though notoriously laze it gave him a sense of normality. He was someone that others could talk to, approach. She dismissed his quietly aggressive nature for a sour mood rather than murderous intent. She dismissed his anger for what it truly was: the misgivings of a spoilt, petulant child. She ignored his lies of superiority and ignored the emptiness he pretended to have inside. He had a great deal to be thankful for. Beyond it all he managed to survive. It had been her voice that called him out, that proved him wrong. He hated her for created a divide between his hatred and his despair. Yet -- with such a loss he formed a gain.
Yet now -- now she pitied herself and spoke of a past he had never heard? It aggravated him that she could be so simplistic. Running away was not something to be ashamed of. He had ran a thousand miles, and seen one thousand faces yet none of the m were familiar. He had lived behind constantly filling glasses to drown his sorrow and erase tomorrow. Farrah hadn't a reason to express gratitude to him. Frankly his reasonings were contrived and built on the contrary idea that cowards lived long, fulfilling lives. While on a level true there were cases of those who fought, loved and pursed an equal amount of happiness. Nex felt she did not, but what he did not realize was that his honest words were comfort and a blatant display of compassion and friendship. So maybe deep down he could show a better side to himself.
There was a moment of silence in the air. The autumn winds had come to a stop. Ripples that made dance the river's surface were no more. He stared at her with a sense of confusion, brokenness. He hadn't bene held since he was a child. The kindness he felt form his mother had been since forgotten. Her gentleness fractured by the cold touch of his uncle's claws. It had been her question to still the crass answer ready to slip from his lips. The male looked around as if a trick was being played on him. Reaching up to rub the side of his head he bubbled out against his gills, a huff of sorts. She had put him in a spot. It felt like hours had passed, but his consideration had been mere seconds. Each passing moment was another step towards rejection.
"Why would you ask such a thing?" He responded before moving forward and pulling her into a soft hug, he himself a bit afraid that he would be bitten. "Are they not things pirates like you just take at your whim?" Even if he was teasing -- deep down in that stone covered, black heart of his -- the damn began to crack. "...as you like it." He assured. Twas no reason to deny such a request.... right?
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